the path

when i am alone with thoughts that would kill me
when everything's black and no light to see
when i have to decide whether to wait or go
whether to stand or walk
or to find a way
when i search for roads and i meet dead ends
when i will search for doves for letters to be sent
when i will go on with your memories or to leave them behind
that day i shall know that its my time.
time i can't stop, time i never held
time which will itself take me to places
where i'd never been
the paths which are unseen.
time will take me to death
time will only lay me on that bed
time will make me do it all.
time will lead me to god.