we all have our own list of worries. some people are too busy counting theirs while others just throw it at their problem's face, i mean just imagine it. hilarious. we all are humans and all of us tend to worry and get nervous hopefully only some of us still wet their pants. thank god for that because if that happens a lot then i guess stages have to keep atleast 10 sweepers daily. thinking of this i am disgusted already to go to the stage tomorrow. thanks already brain! we all are full of emotions and thoughts and ideas even though our generation has mostly the nonsense ones but look on the brighter side of it! atleast we have a full functioning brain! i am a rfeally anxious person , i get tensed on typical things . yes,you can count any normal thing that you do and if you can't think then let me give you today's example.
since the last week we are going to our main branch and i know that you already know what for but in case if you don't then here's my tip : 1.read my last published post girl! and 2.you look like a uniciorn probably because noone has ever seen one. lol i am so weird. anyway as we are going to have a super-duper annual function this year after like 3 or 4 years our school fauculty suddenly arised and shined with the most disgusting idea of all to cancel both our carnivals and practise for our annual function. yep, i know i should have killed them already but nah... m good. so,we are enjoying a lot practicing there with our friends over there and having fun and all kinds of stuff people do in schools except studies. everyday was the same, we all girls of the same class boarded a bus and left for the other branch and i was thankfully seated by some girls which i knew and this new seating arrangement took place today. i wasn't aware of anything related to the "pom-pom group" don't judge me , i know it's hideous but since we are designated as cheerleaders in our dance i think it isn't that bad . after a whole tiring day i finally boarded the bus and talked for hours with the girls sitting next to me and then later i came to know that all the costumes were distributed and i wasn't even there so i had no costume to be worn but then i asked my ma'am about my dress and she told me that she had locked it in the cupboard and i felt a tiny bit of relief but then the monster inside me woke up and started yelling like spongebob , yes, it's that bad and i got freaked out and since i called my bestie just right now i got shocked. she told me that all the costumes were ill-fitted and UN-ironed and i wanted to break down into pieces after hearing this. so, i freaked out again and decided to Google to how to not take stress and after reading the same crap again and again i decided to do it my way and i felt wonderful after doing it the way i wanted. i went to the washroom and did my thing and sat there for a while,closed my eyes and thought about my present where i had nothing to do but accept the fact that it was totally impossible to break into the school right now and find my dress . then i thought about the past, it's gone and it's history and i need to remember more about our freedom fighters rather than how the dress dispersal went and in the future i made plans for things to go perfectly as i have thought. end of it. i opened my eyes and talked to myself that it's a waste of time to worry about such small things when i have bigger things to worry about like ebola or maybe my dinner!
the thing is i want my experience to be someone's guidance. yes, obviously i have read that quote which says that i want to hear someone say to me that because of you i didn't stopped but right now i am being a very kind person and you should cherish that. i wanted my problem to be solved . i wanted to help others who are thinking the same or who have been trapped or caged by their own thoughts. who are mot willing to meditate or are running out of time,money or love. anything. my solution to become someone else's answer too! so, if you are going through a mental trauma then please visit my blog! god, i am so greedy but it's my good too! I've done enough kindness for today!but seriously i know how that feels and those weird butterflies and things getting onto your nerves. just in case nothing like that happens to you, you better pass a human or robot test.
we all are same and equal and blah blah blah...... sorry but I've done enough for today.
